wow it's almost august.

i wanted to write this emotionally filled post about how I am truly terrified about having my own classroom. And TRULY being the one in charge. Like for student teaching it was different because ultimately really what went one was my mentor's decision. But I just don't know what I want to do or I guess what is 'right' for me to do. I guess I just don't like this idea of being a novice teacher. I want to be an experience, talented teacher already...I think it's just that I hate failing, but that's the only way I'm gonna grow soo...

And on top of that I'm moving to Evanston, and I'm gonna be completely on my own. I guess it's just a big step, and I didn't think it would feel as big as it does. I mean I went to college for 4 years, pretty much away from home the whole time, I just thought it would be easier than it feels. but it's not. Being at home for like 2 months makes me miss that security even more, that support. And I know my parent's will still be supporting me, but in a different way (financially not as much, which I guess don't wanna really worry about and I prolly won't, until I see all those bills). And each day that gets closer to my move-in day, it hints me slightly more that these big steps are approaching.

and I mean, I miss college already, I can't really believe it's over. And it's not helping that I'm moving back to the place where I went to school. I knew this would happen. Of course graduation day I was really happy I was done. But now I realize, I met some amazing  people, had some amazing experiences, and I'm done with that, moving on this next step of teaching, and totally different life.

But although I'm truly scared of being a teacher, moving on my own, and missing college, I know in the end I'll be alright. And in about two months I'll be so busy, everything will be routine, and I'll have some amazing experiences that I'll be truly happy that I am where I am.......But until then I guess I just need to pray and focus my energies elsewhere........

Was that emotional enough????

Blah.
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Random.
This week was VBS at my church. Realized I'm so glad I'm teaching high schoolers. those 6,7,8 year olds. Nu-uh.Could not be me. I would slap one of those kids....for reals.
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Announcement of sorts
Having a Graduation/Going Away/Housewarming celebration. More so my mom is. I don't really care about the celebration I just want gifts/money............should be fun though. I have to do a 'powerpoint' but I think my mom meant slideshow. well at least that's what I plan on doing...hahaha I'm so lazy.

also this is my 299th post........it's taken me forever to get to this 300. next post is gonna be grand slash i'm totally lying because I don't even know when the next time I'm gonna post....and who says grand anymore? dang cuh...

here's a random picture of me after I graduated from Kindergarten.......

I wonder if I still have this certificate, my mom prolly does........hahaha.
alright that's it.

PEACE & CHICKEN GREASE

Did you hear the good news???

I GOT A JOB!!!!

Let the celebration's began!!!! 

So I'll be teaching at Evanston come the fall. Don't know what I'm teaching, where I'm teaching, but I got a job so that's all that matters.....

I actually found out a couple of days ago, but then it hit me I had not published on my blog. so here ya go. 

Now the only thing to do is to look for places to day. 

I kinda want to stay in E-town for the summer just so I can get comfortable around here. And I just don't want to go back to K3. Honestly I'd rather move out as soon as possible....yeah......

But now all I gotta worry about is actually graduating. I'm so relieved. Thank the Lord!

Alright that's all, I don't want to type in more than that.....

so dance for me. 

I gotta job.

much love.

PEACE & CHICKEN GREASE

ONE YEAR!!! Wowzers!!!

On this date one year ago, I posted this. And such began the afroboiii blog (then known as the accounts of an afroboiii, idk why I named it that, guess I couldn't come up with anything creative, apparently).

I love this blog. I don't think alot people actually know about it or they do, but it don't matter.
I just enjoy having one, and actually keeping up with it.

I can basically post whatever I want, even if it makes no sense, I love it. Maybe because it's just one thing I can actually control completely (like I can't even control myself half the time).

Anywayz
In Honor of my one year blog-a-versary (yhea..) I decided to reveal this secret of sorts.
Actually its two secrets, well actually I won't reveal their names or whatnot (yhea I lied.)
Basically these two things tell me things about the blog.
It all started about 6 months ago, June acutally. I remember it like it was yesterday...[insert flashback here]

Collectively they have given many interesting details about the blog.

# of Visits since June/July: Secret 1 - 2500  Secret 2- 1,000

Referrer with highest # of visits: Secret 1- images.google.com; 41.71% Secret 2-  images.google.com 30.94%

Most Visited Page: Secret 1 http://afroboiii.blogspot.com/2009_06_01_archive.html with 48.26% of the visits Secret 2 same link with  35.17%

Some other referrers: blogger.com; facebook.com; google.com;
Average Time on Site: 1:01 minutes.
% of New Visits: 65.42


Geolocation ( My Favorite!):
Secret 1

U.S. 76.28% of visits
Canada 4%, UK 3.6% , other visits from: Austrailia, India, Phillipinnes, Netherland, Germany, Saudi Arabia, Brazil, and 70 (yes 70 other countries).

Secret 2 ( a little more detailed)

U.S. 814 visits/1, 073 visits (about 80%)
with visits from every state except 6 states (darn you Hawaii, New Mexico, Montana, North Dakota, Vermont, and New Hamsphire!).

Highest state: Illinois (of course), then California, New York, Wisconsin, Texas.

Other Countries, 62 of them this time,
including those menitoned above and randoms like Fiji, Nigeria, and countries I never heard of:  Bahrain, Slovakia (idk).

Basically this blog has been seen in every continent besides Antartica, which is fine with me.

Looks like this basically.

Anywayz its kool where my blog has reached even if viewed for a milisecond or a minute, still awesome. Who would've known my decision to just write about crazy things could reach the whole world (well almost)?. Amazing!

Again all this comes from secret sources, and shall remain so, until I feel they are no longer useful (whatever that means)

that's it,
PEACE & CHICKEN GREASE!! (<---btw comes from my first post, which if you didn't check out you should).

Whoa! This my 200th post

of it I will make the most
by writing it in the form of a poem
with rhyming and timing sturdy as foam
I would call it the greatest you've ever seen
but that's ridiculuous and obscene.
so just continue to read in wonder,
the flow will hit you like thunder,
rattling the windows of your mind,
so you'll know this blog is one of  a kind.

200 posts in about 1 year!,
yes the blog's anniversary is near,
who would have known or even guessed,
at it's inception, in the midst of a world of mess,
coming through so clear in a sea junk,
would be the words of an afroboiii, not a punk.
Posting so many random pictures and videos,
or just general rants about spoiled milk and Cheerios,
from topics about music, movies, current events,
to NU related things, sports, and spontaneous irrelevance,
I have provided my individual view
as an Afroboiii solid and true.
It's been cool and fun,
and I'm up for another year's run
whether no one ever shall read
these words, I won't plead,
nor beg because this blog in the end is all for me
but I don't mind allowing others to see
that through it all at least,
there's no overbearing scary beast,
but just a dinner, no a feast,
serving out a big plate of

PEACE & CHICKEN GREASE!!!!

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!

I AM TWENTY-ONE.
One year older.
I am happy now.
I can drink legally.
Yes.

I would like to thank my mom, the academy, and God (for real ya'll).
I'm just gonna celebrate as much as I can.
This chance only comes around once. Live it up!

That's it.
I'm too excited to sleep.
Hence I post this post at 4 in the morning............
whoa has this ever happened before, nope.

but yeha that is all.

PEACE & CHICKEN GREASE!!!!

Blackface.

 IS NOT COOL. for any reason. people find it offensive. so you shouldn't do it.

If you haven't heard two NU students dressed up in blackface for Halloween, or should I say as black people, not sure of their intention, but it definitely came off as blackface.

I don't think they should have done it. I would like assume that those gentlemen didn't know about the history of blackface, and maybe that's why they felt it was alright. I would hope that it wasn't supposed to be a stereotype of black people. But this just demonstrates the  lack of awareness people have about race on the NU campus.

I myself am not that upset at the incident. I just hope people know that blackface not cool. And I expected people, especially the black community, to get upset about something like this. I think it was kinda stupid for them to post the pictures on the facebook. but hey.

there's supposed to be a discussion of the blackface tomorrow, educating people about it. I myself didn't know that much about it. If you want info now you can check wikipedia, as I did.

yes this was a serious post. I will do that from time to time.

PEACE & CHICKEN GREASE!

Layout thingy

Yeha so my whole left sidebar thingy has moved to the bottom....
therefore, I'm gonna change it to something simple....so by the time you read this...
it'll be changed (YES CHANGE)

yeha idk....
later
PEACE & CHICKEN GREASE!

A Post Chock-ful of Randoms

150 the POST!!!

song of the day:
"Hold On" by Yolanda Adams, heard this last night. "Hold on to your dreams" so inspirational...

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"Technotronics"

Every thought there would be a LAPTOP with two full-size screens?!
I didn't. Found it on Raw Feed, which at times can have some interesting technological thingys (yeha) check this out.

I want one of these!

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Super! BB Updation

Last week : Okay so last week Jeff was HOH, he put up Kevin and Natalie as pawns, he also won POV, nominated Russell in place of Kevin. Russell went home.

This week: KEVIN became HOH (YES!). Thought he was going to put up Jordan and Michele but he put up Jeff in Jordan's sted. Michele won HOH, so Jordan and Jeff were against each other. And Jeff went home (guess he's not winning it America) .

FINAL FOUR! : Kevin, Natalie, Michele, and Jordan (will a woman win this season?)

Unfortunately Kevin has "blood" on his hands now. so we'll see what happens.....I want Kevin to win, but at this point I don't really care anymore...

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Movie Rambling : A.I

I watched this a few days ago. Okay I loved this movie up until about the last 30 minutes, it just got too unrealistic. This was almost going to be on favorite movies list (which is pretty long already)...but it's definitely something I would watch again.

Stars Haley Joel Osment, who plays David, a robot type kid (the first of its kind) who basically wants to become a "real boy" (yes like Pinocchio) to gain his "mother's" affection. Osment acting was amazing for however old he was at the time of filming. Also starred Jude Law, who was basically a human, but still robot, vibrator type thingy, like people were having sex with robots!.

It was funny though, cuz at first I was like "I'm not gonna feel bad for this robot, he's not even human", but that movie had me mad at those people what they did to David. So it was good I enjoyed it.

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Poll Results

Got 2 yes, and 1 no. But it really didn't matter how you voted cuz I was gonna leave it like this...hahahahahaha....

Got a new poll coming soon, though!

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aight that's it....
PEACE & CHICKEN GREASE!!!

Address has changed

Probably should have made a announcement before I changed the
new address. But anywayz... it's now afroboiii.blogspot.com...
but if you reading this...then of course you know...
so why am i telling you this...
i don't know....

Random Picture:


(pretty funny....wow)
PEACE & CHICKEN GREASE